Eternal*4eva

sianz

2006-06-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

error, error, ERROR!!! wads wrong wif the song. Can't be heard @_@ haiyoh, so suey... nvm la, dowan song XP heard tt sport's day is coming. SIANZ!!! my handphone jumped from the table..

-SIM card not detected-

oh great, handphone ka-boom also. down rotten luck x.x oh well...
back to the sport's day thingy.. the sun will kill me.. time to get a hat? lol..bound to look idiotic.. screw it.. wad a bad day.. bad day.. beta sleep early to chase the blues away.. play comp also got nothing nice.. SO SIANZ !!! sad..my life is turning juz so sad.. haiz~~

I'm such a faiure

Promise Fulfilled ^^

2006-06-12T02:03:00.000-07:00

Hooray! New Blogskin, new stuff.. bio-data updated, everything is juz done =] Now for the song! i tot breaking the habit would be nice.. so, its decided =]

Lyrics 4 Breaking the Habit
By:Linkin' Park

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m breaking my habit
I'm Breaking my habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m Breaking my habit
I'm Breaking my habit
Tonight

I’ll paint it on the walls
‘Cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I’ll never be alright
So I’m Breaking my habit
I'm Breaking my habit
I'm Breaking my habit
Tonight

Enjoy!

o.0

2006-06-07T06:45:00.000-07:00

abwad a long time i did not blog xD so long that i can't rmb when it was the last time i blogged..well, the holidays are here~ once again.. how time flies... juz ytd, i felt like i was still in p6, but looking back, i'm alreadi a sec 1 student wif PATHETIC results.. tts right =] pathetic is the word to use T_T so many homework that i'm over loaded alreadi.. i plan to kill all the homework during the 1st week, but sth cropped out, so its on to the 2nd week. Maths is juz so hard and for geog, mount merapi didn't even boomed yet.. no volcanic eruption yet.. who wants it to happen anywayz? juz peace and quiet will be nice.. imagine if u were in the villagers shoes, will u bear to abandon ur crops and run? oh yea sure, u'll say u would.. but if u're REALLY the villagers dere, u wont. i juz read a report. villagers are actually RETURNING to the foot of the mountain to guard their crops from thieves etc.etc. wad a nice place it will be. Ties so close to everything ard dem that dey are endangering their lives to save dem. Such a heart-warming scene =] juz read finish the chinese book: 米兰公寓..the book needed for summary.. finished it in 2 days, it was a FANTASTIC story.. such a nice story plot. 1st chinese book ever to make me think like tt xD well, frankly speaking, this muz be the 1st few chinese books that i even read.. maths is too hard..too hard~~~~~ time to change a blog skin for easier reading.. ani1 agrees? this blog probably died~ so long since i blogged =\

hehx

2006-04-30T02:27:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Numb by Linkin Park...RAWKZ SIMPLY!

Thought about it b4?

2006-04-29T07:05:00.000-07:00

Welcome to My Life - Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Read the lyrics...ressembles anyone's life? LoLx..rather meaningful.. o.O

WOO~

2006-04-27T22:47:00.000-07:00

yowza! so nice that the links section is up..language paper is so terrifically hard T_T do anyone haf 100% confidence of getting 100++/120??? msn me if gt ani1 so confident.. english also veri hard.. i did 4 drafts!!! and still come out is such a poor product..exams sux! shld be banned =] but tt dae will nvr come =\ unless everyone go ki-siao xD but think of the good points of exams..think of the bright side!
Why exams are good..
1]you can show off ur good results to people u hate
2]see how good u are doing
3]see signs of improvement[or deprovement]
4]know what subs u are betta at
5]help ppl[you dun detest 1 la]to score beta in poor subs[u muz be good in that sub also..dun 'hai' ppl..be nice. 1D muz stick together]

People also ask why didn't i change tagboard..ppl like gaiana o.O so i change lor =] but tagboard abit useless to me.... i don't even check it =X

1,4&3 all is crap[crab? pang xie...so hungry =x]

will update more sections..still waiting for the 1st brave 1 to gimie suggestion on wad song souns nice to everyone[or majority] okie...tts all todae =] tata!

I love moi sis

2006-04-26T23:11:00.000-07:00

during revision, i saw this note..okay..post card..i was sooo damn touch. given by my sis T_T juz wana say i love my sis here ^^ u can click on the 2 picts to zoom big big to see clearer.. tata~

Rules&Applications xD

2006-04-26T23:01:00.000-07:00

Okie =] this is definately not the 1st time i threw away a blog and stuck a new 1... Any1 asking why i threw the previous 1 away? Well, it is because:
1] Some1 i know i flooding my tagboard of nonsense -.- [Please tag SENSIBLY now]
2]i don like the blog name =3]Some ppl experience sudden cut-off when look ard in the PREVIOUS blog O.o
4]I can't solve the previous qn. 3
5]The links gt a big prob
6]The spacing gt prob
7]i don like the song xD [why did i choose it in the 1st place -.-]
8]Lazy change so get new one lor! <--Most Important
Okie =] Need read more? No need le rite? XD
Alot ppl complain about songs...so NO songs until some1 tell me wad song shld be put [leave name of song in taggy board~] then some ppl say blogskin sux so i change lor XD so..enjoy~ LoLx ^^